Its 2:45 am, I know I should be sleeping.
The thing that keeps me awake is, there's 4 girls outside the living room. Some busying with their assignments, some busying with the new pet, some busying wrapping up the hamper.
Its so rare to see their eyes still wide open at this very time, I'd really like to go out and take their pictures but I am kinda shy. Haha. But I kinda love it when this kinda thing happen, when sleepyheads are staying awake doing something interesting!
I should be sleeping by now, tomorrow have class from 9-12. But, after this post. =D
This morning we had toastmaster session. Just in case you don't know what's that, its a session where a lecturer randomly select anyone to go outside and present a 5 minutes spontaneous speech. You can choose your topic, but you will never know what topic you're gonna choose. So its kinda interesting as well.
And a Malay guy's speech, is to talk about ''Reading Habit'' . And he made my day. He mentioned his favourite reading materials are football magazine, which is totally understandable. When he has nothing else to say about, his friend suddenly say out loud ''SNOW WHITE!!!''. He quickly mentioned ''Snow White!'' out but then he realized he has never read that book before. WTF. A guy read snow white.....
....HAHAHAHA!
Secondly, he said he read Harry Potter when he was in primary. I guess that time we don't even know who is JK Rowling ba. Hahahahahaahah! Thirdly, he ended up his speech with '' In conclusion.......................*pause 5 secs*... I think... Reading is a very good habit....''
LOL
Right after our class, we went for DIM SUM breakfast! Ahh quite nice!
During the noon, Kelling and I went for gym. Working hard to lose weight. It ain't easy, but its not impossible. Gimme 3 months time alright!
Girls, have you ever confessed to any guys you like before??
Frankly to me, I never did that before even once. -_-''
I've never told anyone I like him EVEN if I really do.
Maybe I have no guts, maybe I just don't wanna be rejected.
Sometimes, even if I know he likes me too, but I just won't speak out.. Shy I guess???
I am always worrying about... What if he rejects me? Will I be damn sad? Will I ever regret confessing to him? Will I make myself sound desperate and cheap?
I'd rather keep my own feelings deep down inside my heart, than telling out. So sometimes I do miss out some chances of being together with, and I know I should tell out how I feel instead of being quiet all along.. But still, when it comes to that particular moment when its time to confess, I still find it damn hard to open my mouth..
Sometimes I really admire those girls who dare to confess to the boys they like. I really love their guts. Because that is exactly what I lack of.
Even if they are being rejected, at least they fight for it.
They tell out, they express their feelings out nakedly.
They dare to fight for their own true love.
They believe the guy deserves to know.
Because they believe in this...
And they have no regrets....
Some feel sad even if she's being rejected, while some will just feel disappointed, and move on with her own life with an optimistic mind that she will, some day find someone who mutually loves her back as well.
I was being brought up in such a way that I will never ever confess to the guy I like. The most also, hint lo. But I guess the guy gets it also la. But I will normally wait until the guy say it out first. xD
I guess that's girls, right? Despite the sexual equality, I still, somehow, feel that a guy should do what a guy should do. =)
Don't mind this post, I'm just blabbing and expressing my feelings out. RANDOM! xD
What a busy day :D
Going back to Seremban tomorrow, weeeeee! ^^
Although Seremban is quite sien, and the biggest shopping complex is Jusco (wtf) and the nicest park is City Park (wtf), but then think of my house's smell, my parents.. Awww T______T
Wth, I sound like I've been away for few months but then actually only 2 weeks. haha
I finished Buzzer Beat. T_T I like this show cuz I think Reiko kinda like me la. hahahaha I don't mean I look like her ok! (Not in any way also T_T) Just that.....hmmmmmm.. I don't know.. I feel we're quite similar in some way. =P
Today.. my legs damn pain T_T
Cuz yesterday went for National dance training. Then the dance teacher ask us stand and squat stand and squat wor! So damn tiring and my muscles cram :'(
Then today got national dance again. I wonder how can I tahan for that 2 hours when I already feel damn pain walking around.. Sighhhh.....
But after the rain, I see rainbow wakakkakaaka. And tomorrow, I'm going back!
Told my mom about my results just now, and luckily she didn't scold that bad. hehehehe thank God ^^
I'm gonna work hard for my 2nd sem I promiseeeee. And I think most of the people really underestimate degree year ad. Now that they're scared of it, most of them already start revising, doing tutorials. Damn kiasu, I like! Hahaha.
Gonna sleep, Oyasuminasai!
