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Posted Monday, March 19, 2012 //
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Hoooola! Just got back from my work, today we almost worked until 8 pm!! -_- it was really crazy. But trust me time passes so fast that you don't even realize it was almost 8. My friend everyday works until 12am. Should be glad already Steph!
If I mastered everything in auditing field, I'll freaking look forward to work everyday. But right now I feel like I'm so stupid!!! Sometimes my colleagues just give me some documents and walked away and I'm like, '' huh what should I do?!'' or sometimes they will just tell me wad to do, in a few lines. I still don't know what I am suppose to do le T_____T Forgive me if I'm slow but I'm new! But time will past, I believe!
Some of my friends working in other firm, all I ever saw was : I DUWAN TO WORK!! or.. OH NO ITS MONDAY AGAIN!!1 or... MONDAY BLUE!!! or... TGIF!!!! T.T or... how can you expect me to know everything I'm just a trainee!1
LOL. These reactions are very well expected! Got one more its even worse, she was called by her senior into the meeting room, and the senior said her performances were below satisfaction. And she ignored her and never assign her any more tasks again!!! Worst nightmare a new socialite could have.OMG praise the Lord I don't have these. People have temper. EVERY SINGLE PERSON has it. Furthermore we work in such stressful environment, you can't EXPECT them to be nice to you. If you found them, cherish them cuz they are rare. Its like 99.99% of people in work field will NOT be super nice to you. Some will be sarcastic, some are fierce (which is commonly dealt with) , some will just ignore you, some just see you as passerby but then you won't lose a chunk of meat so its no biggie. We can't judge them and label them as a bad person just by these right. Learn from their mistakes, and do not let their mistakes happen on you!
Anywaysssss, gonna blog with photos. Its been a while.
Decided to send Kristy back to Melaka and I can meet up with my friends!!
   Ermmmmmmmm with Timmy. hahahahaha The moment we reached Melaka is around 6 something and to wait for everyone, its around 730 =.='' Went Wok & Pan! The main objective is to eat Nadeje but :( :( we were too late! Original finished! T____T  Mine! Cordon Bleu. Really niceeee! I love the potato too!  Some Dori Fish!! Their meat is so tender and its grilled and its a lil bit crunchy outside and super duper soft inside.  Their signature burger! Super big portion we always feel super tempted to order at first and regret in the end hahaha.  Beef burger! HUMONGOUS! Boys always get to finish their food anyways. So right after that I suggested to go Nadeje! That's my main motive I've already made this point clear before hand :P but then they left a few pieces of cakes only.. =( So we don't know where to go and Kishok even suggested me take leave on Monday and we go have a drink instead. But I duwan! I dun feel its right to do so haha. Thats OBVIOUSLY not right to do so. But I really miss having drinks with the girls n boys late night!! And Alvin suggested we go opposite Haagen Dasz instead! All of us can share their chocolate fondue so its a pretty good choice!!! =D  Hold up!Let me explain this picture. Kristy was laughing like this because Yixi spotted the camera SO FAST and she posed SO FAST! LOL! Notice she's the only one posing while others are clearly unprepared. I'm sorry I have to post this up cuz its too funny!  And be holddddd! Our lovely chocolate fondue. Nothing goes wrong with chocolates! Except choco top haha I think its tooooooo sweet. Other than Theobroma, this is the 2nd best chocolate fondue already. I love bananas dip inside hot thick chocolate!!!! 
This is how we all see it. T_________T So heavenly goooooood.
And had to rush back home because mom was urging me back! She felt super insecure of me driving on the highway late at night.
Gotta go, see yaaaaa! Posted Thursday, March 15, 2012 //
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So I just had my diner with my parents @ Old Town, it was a super rare occassion because we seldom dine just the 3 of us outside, plus its not a weekend, just an ordinary weekday! And we talked about safety. Sometimes the more I talk to my parents the more I realize their problems : how they often worry about us and our future. Like, NEVER ENDING WORRIES.They say : You will never know why we worry about these until you yourself become a mother. So true. They ask us not to come back before 12 o'clock every single day because its the society that they don't trust anymore right now. And my dad said : Don't be kind hearted to strangers. They can't be trusted anymore. It all depends on circumstances also. Imagine, my parents brought me up until I'm 22 right now and they definitely don't want me to have any accidents. Sometimes I thought my dad doesn't love me because we never talk much every single day, but based on his action, he indirectly showed that he loves me a lot. And that he did everything for my own good. T_______T Thank you dad n mom. I love you guys too. Lately I have nothing to hope for, I just hope for a better future. Friday is coming. Hello friday!! We've been waiting! P/s : It feels really good to be carefree. Posted Wednesday, March 14, 2012 //
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My facebook account has more and more of my work colleagues, its no longer a safe place anymoreeeeee!
I kenot post stuffs like ''MIXX IS FUNNNNNN!! '' ''I GOT A HANGOVER, WOOOOOO-OOOO~'' wth hahahahaha!!
Its not like I can club anymore. =( But but but after 6 months I'll be free!
The feeling of waking up at 730 on weekdays no fail, is kinda hard. Now I know why people miss going back to study life. Because they don't always have to wake up this early and sleep this early.
I felt like I can't even stand myself not sleeping until 2 am max. Around 1 am plus I'm feeling sleepy already. This is a good sign!! =D
Well my work place is actually counted as REALLY really good already. Got a friend to accompany me so that I don't totally feel new there, got 3 storeys with 3 pantries to make your own hot tea and even COOK! Their toilets are very clean (I am very particular about toilet hygenic!), the staffs are friendly (but not those passionate friendly type if you get wad i mean, different places different culture. I'm so used to same age peers passionate friendly culture and now suddenly I'm with all of matured working women) and a boss who loves to encourage us read books. Every now and then he will ask us to go inside his office and talk to us about why gaining knowledges are important, good is the enemy of great etc. His lectures are really really good. I enjoy em.
Sometimes during work you will get scoldings, get sarcastic answers but I think those are normal right. As days gone by I kinda start getting used to people saying sarcastic words, people saying things that you dont like. Start accepting them for what they said because the are no longer children, they can't change easily. And the stress they've been through, have to understand them really. Even if sometimes I have to do all over again cuz of multiple mistakes, I have to see this as an opportunity of learning. Time to grow up Steph!!!
Watching On Call 36 and it made me realize how death is so near to us every single day. Every single day we're still alive is the day we won death. =')) So appreciate people around you because you just don't know what happen to them seconds later. I just hope Jesus will bless all my beloved friends and family, bless them safe and sound. ^_^
P/s : Feels like chilling in starbucks. With a book and their hot signature chocolate. I wish to have time to slowly do the stuffs that I like. But I'm trying hard not to complain! =D Posted Saturday, March 10, 2012 //
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 Hola! Went yumcha at night yesterday @ Station One with Siong Zu, Kim Soon and our beloved.. ahem ahem monopoly deal. Then we went sing k this morning! I'm sacrificing my ONLY day to sleep until noon but I'm willing to because it has been AGES since we last sang. Plus its greenbox! Their songs are pretty much up to date which I love! Especially those english songs. Sometimes I felt quite proud of myself because I know how to sing both languages so I'm okay with groups who only sing chinese songs and groups who only sing english songs. Had our lunch @ KFC then at night, dinner with the family! Siong Zu worked at Jusco for 3 months and gosh by looking at the way he work I felt super waste of time already. Just stand there and do nothing for the rest of his 3 months. I hate part time job seriously. That's the most time wasting job ever unless with friends =D Ok lets talk about work! This week has been really good to me because other colleagues are not around! They all went to China on company trip. So left only 3 people in the 2nd floor, which is me, yikxin and john! Can you imagine how carefree and stress free we were? Love it!! But next week they will return back to company and I'm starting to feel stress about it already. =_='' Going MLK tomorrow! Meeting up with my Malacca friends, I miss them so much! Sometimes I really love my current state where I am mentally carefree. No strings attached and no any feelings attached even. I don't feel lonely at all! Because I really think I'm not suitable to have any bf right now. Because of my past miserable memories made me feel so insecure. I bet I'm not alone feeling like this.. Thank God I dodged the bullet. The scary, miserable bullet. I always think alot about my work, worry this, worry that. Did I worry too much? I guess I did. I tend to think too much about my future sometimes. Things that will happen and things that will never happen. Why do I love to think so much ah?? Gotta conquer fear! Posted Wednesday, March 07, 2012 //
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Listening to : Hangover (Hardwell Extended Mix) This version is really good! Go youtube it!!I'm missing my night life already T_____T the moment where we're all dressed up in nice fancy dress, with make up on, heels on, everything pretty pretty and then go drink or club or just gather around!!! I miss Melaka life -_-'' damn!! Right now I'm all stucked with work. Gotta behave like good girl these 6 months. No night life at all (except Friday n Sat..)  Today my colleague , John is really good to us! We went McD yesterday and we talked about having sushi the next day. But Yikxin said it was too exp and I thought so too and we didn't plan wanna go already. So John kept asking : hey so where we gonna eat today?? Huh huh?? Where ah??? something like bugging us, we kinda know his intention is he wanna eat sushi LOL! Then he said, ok la I belanja lo since I really crave for sushi!!! OMG!! =D =D =D Yayyyy!! Hahahaha so we had our nicest sushi King ever in the history. I don't know why! Today's sushi is extraordinary delicious n yummy!!! Super satisfied. Yikxin and I were like, #sweetjesus. hahahaha This week in office is fun bcuz there are only 3 of us upstairs, and 1 downstairs. SO FREEEE! But next week, oh stress! Checked my results online! It was ok la. If only I put in slightly slightly more effort T_____T I realize when I first entered uni, when I'm going to check my results, I will be like :  Then as time goes by, I was like :  hahhahaha true story!!Not exactly 100% like this but I sorta feel like this. Yesterday when I wanna check my results I got financially barred! Cuz I didn't settle my remaining payment. So I had to wait until the next day to find out. Its like a bomb to me okay T_T but it was all good, as long as all pass!! =D Gotta sleep and prepare for Thursday (the pasar malam and movie day =D) tomorrow. Goodnight people. Love ya'll. Take care. Hopefully no rain. |
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