Steph.Addiction

Posted Sunday, August 21, 2011 // 0 comments (+)

Can't deny the fact that I'm learning each and every day.

I can see my friends around me are learning and growing up as well.

Seriously, in uni life, life is HARD. really really HARD. only friends make them easier.

Lots of temptations around, lots of things that will confuse your real identity, lots of things that will make you suddenly realize that the way you handle things for the past 20 years will NOT work at this time and you have to make a change and its tough but that's the only option left. And you suddenly realize that you can't expect so much from other people because they ain't you. And you suddenly realize that you gotta change your temper because others might get freaked out by it. And you suddenly realize that the people around you come from different places, with different mindsets and all. Alot, alot, alot to learn.

Sometimes all these might make you feel really depressed, really lost. Sometimes you just need a good role model to look up to. Sometimes, you just don't even know who is the real role model you can look up to because you start to learn the fact that no one is perfect in this world. There are no such thing as a perfect person that you can look up to, that you can admire, that you can follow his/her footsteps. You feel so lost until you don't know what to do. Sometimes you have words but you can't say them like how you did like when you were young last time. Because sometimes when you said something, that's going to change the whole thing. Have to even think twice, or thrice before you speak so that you won't say anything or mean anything wrong, OR, sound wrong to others.

Life is REALLY,REALLY hard these days. But I believe, this is for us to grow stronger. I believe, all these obstacles are for us to be a more matured person when we grow up.

So I really hope when I'm a grown up, I can look back at the moments I had right now, and smile and say, life WAS hard.