Steph.Addiction

Posted Tuesday, September 28, 2010 // 0 comments (+)

You know, there's ALOT of ways to be happy. Alot of way to simply make someone's frowns disappear, alot of ways to make someone turn from crying to laughing.

One of my top favourite action is, BEING STUPID.

How to be stupid? Sometimes you just gotta let go your '' I'm so pretty, or I'm so handsome, I've got image to take care ok.'' and start being stupid. Be it you just randomly sing a song with full of expressions on your face but you're not actually singing it, or you just do some random dance moves, or you just do some stupid actions.

Its really okay to let go your image sometimes because, that's what drunk people are doing anyways. Most of the guys entertainments are beer and beer and beer, that's because when they drink beer, they tend to loosen up their stiff side, and just let themselves completely go in front of their friends. And that is when they start being stupid (not in an offensive way). So I guess most of the time guys really love drinking is because they get to see how stupid their friend are when they are drunk? Sounds fun! But then you have to take care of yourselves and your friends too. DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE. that can cause fatal accident. Once that happened, there's no u turn. that's it.

And sometimes after releasing yourself, only you tend to be more serious in other ways. I don't trust always serious, and don't really trust always tension. You gotta be relaxing, like SUPER relaxing, only when the time comes, you will be super anxious about something, and that kinda boost your productivity up.

For example, I have alot of my friends who can really do last minute study one. Like, the day before only they start studying, and you'll wonder why they score so well? =/ that's because of the ''catch-up'' effect that we've studied on MicroEconomics (no joke). And they tend to be SO ANXIOUS and their brain starts working like 2 times faster than their normal brains are? So their absorption will be damn high too. Like a completely dry sponge.

For my own example, last time when I was young, I represent my school in some speech competition. 3 languages! I'm so proud of myself! That's why I've been memorizing things like so used to it already, and so I've got no problems in memorizing speech if I were given a really short time. And got once, I remember I forgot to study one part of the exam. And all I have is just 10 minutes till the exam starts. I was super anxious, and surprisingly, my brain works so fast that I can remember all of them! You see what I'm tryin to say?

Sometimes I really feel guys are amazing. They are reaaaaaaally smart compared to girls. (don't you guys start feeling ego already!) But yeah. I think is because they play games? Like dota, LFD, COD and so on. They are really smart and their brain turns so fast. That's why when it comes to emergency, boys can tackle it so much easier compared to girls. and boys CAN READ MAPS. Its not like we girls can't but to be honest most of the girls are really kind of dumb when it comes to maps.

And lately, I noticed that I'm not good in reading TABLES. Tables, charts, and so on. I'M NOT GOOD AT IT AT ALL!!! T_T just like those Digi plan, maxis plan, sorry la wtf i dun understand at all although I spent like half an hour on it. I'm just pure stupid am I.

I notice I hate pure memorizing subjects, and also pure calculation subjects (Kristy said, err but we only got these two to choose from?? ) T_____T Ok ok I love writing subjects ok, wonder why I didn't choose to be a journalist sometimes.

Ok, what I'm tryin to say is that, everybody has got their own goods and bads. It doesnt mean that you're lazy, then your future is DOOMED. People sometimes gotta see where they are heading to, and try to chase for it. Its better to live your life with dreams, rather than just a blank sheet. =)