Its tomorow! the petronas interview. My mom wanted me to go so badly because its like they shortlisted 2k people from 10k applicant. so they said i'm very lucky and if i did not go, its such a waste. but there are like 100 absenties for the first day, so i don't think its a waste lar.

Attractions are :
1) full scholarship if i got, which means 5 years i don't have to pay for their fee! but the condition is work for them for 10 years lar. if you have enough money you can pay them and work elsewhere.
2) pocket money every month.. which means my parents don't have to give me a cent for my living expenses, thats the BIGGEST attraction of all! lol
3) they have high reputation there. students there are smart and behave themselves.

Reasons why i don't feel like going :
1) its in PERAK! so far.. go there need around 4 hours. which means i cant go back every weekend. thats not the main reason anyway. its so much further than studying in melacca right?!
2)the course they offered is sistem maklumat business. not accounting. so thats not my course. i'm not going to go there because of the scholarship and give up accounting right?! dats the main reason.
3)i saw the hostel there. not to say bad, its simple. :D but do not have any stove or whatever. which means i cant cook there.. inside there is just a small room, with one bed, one cupboard and one table. that's all! even you wanna go toilet also have to walk out from your room. what if i wanna go toilet at night or in the midnight le thats gonna be too scary T.T.. i'm those who often go toilet some more.. ok thats not the main reason but it does affect in my decision one ma. for long term.
4) there is like so isolated from outside world. my mom says yeah its gonna be boring but nvm lah.. when you break only go out play with friends lor. i clearly know that thats not gonna happen. no car, and we don't even know where are those malls in perak. not clear of there also. so its like if we wanna watch one movie, we have to walk till half a year only can go cinema once. lol.. it sounds exaggerating but i don't know whether its true or not. and what if your pads and all that used up? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

so obviously saying that the cons are more than pros. and so my parents also think hard whether wanna go or not. and she says there don't have accounting. and everything is related to IT. so it doesn't suit me that much. even if we go for the interview, the chances of me going utp to further my studies are like 10% lol.. its just the money which attracts us.. bah we're going to MMU already. and now the biggest problem in my mind is, foundation or diploma?! @.@ life is full of troubles huh :P..
i think, i better go for foundation. asked yong hean's opinions last night. and he said foundation is 4 months faster than going for diploma. i dont know how true could that be but yeah since im not sure whether i'm really going for the accounting path or not, so its safer for me to take up foundation. :D

Today mommy did not go to school. yesterday was her school's sports day so today off. she said her team was the last one hahahahahahahaha! so early in the morning around 10 o'clock, she make alot of noises la in my room.. and i woke up -.-'' i on my phone .. and saw eXP msged me. his answer was cupp. OMG! i O.O like that from the original ._. i was so shocked. he did that psychology test before liao one is it? hahaaha =P.. anyway can't really count on these test. last time i chose one option and shows that i'm a playgirl .. i where got.. hahaha..
i'm just flirty but i never take love for granted wan.. :D
and heard from EXP that he made a big silly mistakes by mistaken the date Mr Lotus wanna meet him.. so blur eh him.. this mistake also can make one ah... -.-''

I woke up and had my breakfast, and then mom says i have to go to the hospital for the X ray of my teeth. and ok lo i just follow.. the hospital is located in some very steep place.. if i drive, alamak the car roll down ady.. haha.. i'm still nub :P.. parked our car, and went inside the hospital. there, i saw alot of nurses and doctors.. wow.. last time i wanted to be a doctor *wink* and just feel like its amazing when you saved someone from some incurable diseases.. too much of tvb movies lah.. all the doctors are driving big and nice cars. hmm.. we walked inside and start finding the X ray department. and surprisingly, the whole hospital was crowded with people! so crowded .. i saw some patients lying on those bed.. and saw alot of departments like those for diabetes, test your blood,kidneys and all that.. saw alot of people queueing for their turn. and suddenly i realize how important to keep ourselves healthy are. its really scary to see those patients pain expression. oh gosh..
we kept finding for the X ray department. and those workers there keep on saying this direction lah, that direction lah.. we walked almost the whole ground floor but still cant find .. mom was pissed.. lolz.. then we finally found it! luckily not much people waiting there.. i got in and register myself.. and then the doctor asked me to go inside a room. and asked me to put on a heavy jacket.. its really heavy.. i wore it and she leaded me to a machine.. and i have to bit on something and put my hands on the handle still.. and she got outside and take my teeth X ray.. OMG that time the machine was spinning around my head.. those machine sounds like those inside the high tech movies.. hahaha its so cool! i thought those only happen in movies but no, i'm experiencing it now! ^^ just a few simple steps and my teeth X ray is done. and we passed the X ray to the dental clinic.. and my next appointment is on 25/6/08.. omg..... i've been waiting for YEARS! and they keep on...procrastinating as long as they could.. everytime i went for the appointment, they just do a little thing on my teeth only.. and keep on delay to the next appointment. Fu also have to wait until june only can wear braces.. i think mine will be on... august?

sigh.. and congratz to eXP that he finally can walk away as a free man XDXD! guess he's learnt a BIG BIG lesson this time.. and most of the things he mentioned in his blog, i don't understand a shit. the above half i understand la, but not until the part where he explain those computer stuff.. hahaha..


With love,
Stephanie.

Steph. Sweet 24. Leo. A girl who writes to express not to impress.(Forgive me if I accidentally impressed u LOL :P) A girl who is constantly searching for meaning of life and loves to be showered with inspiration. She wants to be somebody in the future. Keep on reading to know more about her. Leave any comments if you feel like it, she'll be glad! Rock on. ♥