Steph.Addiction

Posted Thursday, April 24, 2008 // 0 comments (+)

today i went to mmu melacca to hand up our documents and pay a visit there.. asking bout hostel and stuff.. i'm kinda excited to start my college life! and i have vivienne with me.. she says she's not sure whether she's going there or not.. but at least there is still hopes for her to go there. =)
at least i have a seremban friend already! lol..and there is quite ok.. better than utar.. heheheheeh!
:P.. had lunch in A&W..

their only main attraction. rootbear!

i like their waffles but sister said not nice. so suan lo.. we had this, their dunno what combo combo stuff. got onion rings inside, chicken bites, curly fries and few pieces of chicken. and the and oh yeah 2 rootbears. the whole thing costs 20 bucks. dad says this little things cost 20 bucks ar? but A&W is indeed more expensive than other fast food one lar.

still, KFC's chicken is the best. ^^ McD's burger and porridge FTW! hheehhee..
last time i don't understand why my friend wanna delete her ex's everything. i asked him how could he be that cruel to her. he said this is the only way to stop her for having hopes that we will couple back. and its the only way for her to move on. it might hurt alot at the beginning, but once you're over with that critical time, new life is waiting for you. =)
same goes to andrew.. the time we broke up, he's the one who stop contacting with me. i was still so naive everyday waiting for his sms-es, before i sleep i dont wish to off my phone, everyday see if he's online or not, but in the end i finally accept the fact that he's with another girl and he's having his happy life.. and its not easy seeing his friendster, with all the huggings a nd cuddlings with his GF. that hurts so much.. among 10 people's first love, 9 are screwed up.
so i learnt my lesson and it took me almost half a year to move on.. until i move on to the next relationship. there are alot of thing we can't solve just by saying '' i have faith in you''.. or '' we can make this work''.. those words sound powerful but its just our believes and thoughts.. no one can predict what's going to happen on us, and there is no forever promises.. a forever promises is just to spice up a relationship, or just to make a girl/ guy feel more secure. it does not happen anyway. i understand myself. i made this decision, and i'm not going to feel regret about it. frankly i regretted for the break ups sometimes, but if i wanna regret, why i wanna break in the first place? its gonna be too stupid. i'll just switch my attention on my studies, and maybe takes about few years, only i'll let relationship comes in. love brings happiness.. and at the same time, its a burden too. suddenly you just have to for care another person's feeling. just when you are having difficulties in your life, and you share with your loved one, and your loved one will have to worry for you, and its gonna be another burden for you.. okay, so you say distance relationship is nothing. but when you are having some problem, don't you wish to have someone to lean on, someone to cry or someone to talk to? and that happens in distance relationship? that's gonna be hard.. even if they can maintain, 3rd party can always enter easily. trust me. well its finally over right now. time to move on.........
those emo stuffs i'm gonna leave everything for yesterday!

P s : thanks for not giving ernie back. i really appreciate that. hope you find someone better next time. take care.. =)