Steph.Addiction

Posted Thursday, April 10, 2008 // 0 comments (+)

Why la~~~ why my mom suddenly mention back about architecture.. T_T..
now i'm in dilemma again.. many people ask me to choose a course based on my interest..
i know this clearly.. and i believe that, once you are interested in particular field, no matter how late/how hard you work, you are still enjoying yourself doing it.. and just by that, time passes very fast.. but still i don't know what i wanna study.. yesterday i chat with hui ying, she's taking accountancy in nilai international college.. she said accounting is interesting to her.. and she loves it.. i so jealous la.. and at the same time feel happy for her too.. cuz she finally found something she enjoy doing/studying it.. T_T.. at first right after i graduate from form 5, i was thinking about being an architect.. cuz i like the mixture of science + art.. at least its not so boring right..
but i just see the basic of it only.. i don't know what they actually do.. they design buildings, draw plans and all that? this moment i might get interested with the small lil building models, enjoy building them.. next moment i scared my interest will slowly fade.. T_T aih~
accounting is good too.. i like the feeling when my accounts are balanced.. haha.. hui ying got a point there.. she told me she feels happy to see her accounts balanced.. hmm.. think back,i used to enjoy this kinda feelings too last time..
so the main problem i'm having is, i dont know what are they actually studying/ doing in these 2 different fields.. i asked my fren who is doing architecture ( ah pan) and she told me she enjoy doing all these too.. and yeah it sounds really interesting.. she even showed me a blog about architecture.. www.dearasis.blogspot.com.. and after reading that blog, those pictures interested me.. i used to like interior design last time when i was in form 3 or form 4.. i enjoy looking at beautiful houses and all.. but still erm...if i pursue myself in this, i will feel extremely insecure.. i feel like i will get bored of it easily.. sighhh....and really thanks to ah pan man..thanks for spending her time explaning architecture to me.. =)
after thinking for very long, i think i'll go for accounting.. hahaha..
hmm i dunno la! i scared either one i choose, i will also regret.. T_T.. but still i think accouting is the safest path to me lo.. since i kinda like the feeling of my accounts balanced.. yah thats why.. i only know accountant have to check account la.. and cut cost this and that.. @_@.. lol
but i think i'll go for accounting..
chat with qing zhe just now.. he said he's going to study alvls.. cuz he wanna stand a chance to go overseas.. zY told me that kl hopeless.. lol.. no future.. so if he can, he oso wanna go overseas..
hmm of course la, go overseas sure good la.. who duwan right.. so taking a lvls oso not bad huh.
since i dunno what i want also.. taking a lvls oso not bad.. hmm. but umm.. if go for alvls.. the cheapest is go form 6 lor.. which i dun raelly want.. lol... same reasons like qing zhe, we duwanna have those high school feelings anymore.. thats really bored! ahhhhhhhh.. discuss with my parents la.. T_T.. soooooooooo confusing.. lol