to be honest, i still love you.. i still think about you.. every single day.. maybe you will say that if so, why must i break up? yeah i do have regrets before.. i regret for breaking up with you..
i regret.. i miss your cuteness.. i miss your sense of humour.. i miss your everything..
miss your daddy role.. but i have to know.. i have to be more cruel.. i have to break for now..
if not we will get hurt more next time..
i'm taking accountancy.. do you know how hard it is? many people spent so much time on studying it, and not just study.. after graduate, don't think they can finally relax too..
studies took about 4 years, work took about 2-3 years.. and altogether, 7-8 years..
do you think within this 7-8 years, we can make it work? for once, for twice, yeah it will..
we will make our sacrifices to keep each other, you sacrifice yourself not wanting to make friends with anyone because you don't wanna betray me.. well if you really love me so much, even if you have many friends out there, you still wont pay any attention on them, am i right?
i don't want you to because of me, stop being friends with girls who you kinda fancy..
i dont stop you from being friends with anyone.. in other way, i make friends with the guys that i fancy too.. and in the end how? i told them that you are my bf, and things just wont work already..i mean wont get together with them already..
besides, i really don't want you to waste time on me, cuz i really scared of myself..
i don't know when, where, how.. i'll say break up to you.. and that time even worse ...
the ending is even worse.. we've been together for so long, and suddenly my heart just betray my mind.. and fall for others.. how?! you cant stop falling in love for someone.. you CANT STOP it.. your mind asking you not to fall, your heart just thinking of him already you understand?
not now la i mean.. i'm saying next time.. i think ending this relationship, is something good between me and you.. somehow i still want us to remain as friends.. but i guess that's too hard for you..all of the sudden your gf becomes just your normal friend................
sigh...... i cried so hard these few days.. me too, very sad and heartbroken for this ending..
but i did whats the best for us.. seriously.... and i keep on telling myself, if you are the one, you will be the one.. thats the only thing which makes me feel better for now..
you said you don't want me anymore.. no matter how long later you dont want me anymore..
my heart just crack into half.. but i understand that.. i just hurt you too much.. T_T
even if we couple back, you will scared that when i will say break up again right?
well i'm afraid of that too.. my break ups might sound very heartbreaking.. but trust me, that is for our best.. i always been thinking of this.. everything does not count,until we met.. but its hard for us to meet.. after i enter college first only we can meet.. and still, i'm in wangsa maju u're in pj.. so how?! still distance relationship.. aih.....we'll see how later.. and let God to decide..

Steph. Sweet 24. Leo. A girl who writes to express not to impress.(Forgive me if I accidentally impressed u LOL :P) A girl who is constantly searching for meaning of life and loves to be showered with inspiration. She wants to be somebody in the future. Keep on reading to know more about her. Leave any comments if you feel like it, she'll be glad! Rock on. ♥