Steph.Addiction

Posted Saturday, December 29, 2007 // 1 comments (+)

hi all. just finished a movie.. warlords. its a nice movie and its worth watching but the spoiler is its a sad ending.. hahaha
and i personally hated sad endings so much that i feel so potong steam la.. anyway,my bro went NS today T_T kinda miss him thou.. shed a few tears for him.. hahaha
but its a good thing also lar.. always see him sleeping at home also feel lifeless for him. now glad that he has something to do. :) hope you're enjoying there!
if this NS is only 1 month,i MIGHT be joining one. heheh today we all woke up damn early just to send him to NS. and saw alot of familiar faces going too. kinda jealous but luckily i din kena la..
since i din kena,i have to find a job so that my holidays wont be bored and can at the same time earn some money hehehe.. but we procrastinated it until now,and most of my friends in S2 already working. i just feel paiseh wanna ask la.. but not going to happen anymore! 2 more days and i'm going to ask! January start working! February stop ! (CNY ma hahahahaha ^^ )
now that i've realised the world is getting more complicated as it was.... everything starts changing, as we're growing,there are more things to worry.... if i care so much bout everything i think i'm gonna go mad.. i'm glad that i've changed the way i view things these few days. due to some psychology test and also some career test.. if not i'm really gonna gone mad man.. feeling insecure of things.. worry this and that,never have a peace in mind.. only can calm down when i'm bathing.. maybe if i learn back piano or even practice it back i'll not think too much or focus too much on unnecessary stuff?
PMR results are out.. and soon SPM results are out too.. and soon we gonna leave our home sweet home and go out stay with our friends.. aihhhhhhhh..............................................................
duwanna grow up so fast.... i wanna live in mommy daddy's love and care :'(

Its not that i'm jealous or what,i just.. don't like when people find me,they ask for my sis/bro..
Imagine when you're chatting with someone,and that someone is just say eh? ur sis le? miss her le.. or eh? ur bro le? miss him le..
What will you do? miss her/him jz sms him lar tell me for wat? haiz... now only i know you find me jz because you miss her/him T__T

seriously it hurts..